Reflections

Recently I was inspired to take out my old diary. I was never really consistent with the entries and wrote sporadically. I'm obviously not going to use this post to explain my life story or anything because if I haven't told you then you shouldn't know. And only I need to know the stuff I wrote in my diary. I can tell where I started developing sarcasm from my diary entries which is pretty amusing. My first attempts at sarcasm were pretty fail. I drew things once in a while and they were really bad but looking back at them makes me laugh. Most of my diary entries are in pencil, and I can see the spots that I went back and corrected my past self's grammar the last time I looked at it. I think I was a pretty dull person when I was younger, I have an entry two sentences long saying that I played video games all day and finished a report or something. I was also very vague in a lot of my entries for some reason which I now regret. I saw where my aunt and uncle gave me CDs for my birthday and I don't know which ones they were even though I would really like to know. The two most recent entries I have in my diary were pretty strange to look back on. Things have changed a lot in a little less than a year. Those entries were pretty angry, but almost everything I was angry about at the time don't make me mad anymore. With 33 sentences that start with "I hate that" I sure ranted a lot. I don't recall any memories, but the emotions at that time I do remember. I know at the time what was happening sucked, but I made it through and I feel like I emerged victorious over my old perspective on life.

So during this post I had this song in my head from Mulan. It is relevant because it's called "Reflection" so don't go thinking this is totally ADD. It's only a little ADD.