Lately I've been having more trouble than usual concentrating on things I need to do. Normally I'd enjoy this because it'd mean that I would be thinking less and I would be able to sleep more. But no, trying to concentrate on concentrating has just given me more headaches than usual with the extra effort I have to put into thinking. Half the time my brain can't process words anymore and I have to read things several times over. Other times I just zone out and don't even try to understand what's going on. I can't figure out what it is.
It seems like I've just put up some mental "keep out" tape. The bright yellow colors keep me away yet just like when there is caution tape somewhere, I want to investigate why it's there. Thing is, there's no evidence as to what has happened, and trying to put things together has led nowhere. But the investigation goes on trying to get anything at all but to no avail. After a week has elapsed, I've given up. Every day I hope that it will solve itself, even though I know it won't. Because I don't know how to give myself motivation to do work anymore when there's just more to take it's place. Even now, I should be finishing my TOK oral work and going to bed. But I'm not. I'm sitting here rambling about my problems that I'm most likely just overreacting to anyways. And since I can never end posts. The end.
Aww =/ You get too many headaches. We have break soon and your brain will feel better I think. It's probably just having too much to worry about at once that makes your brain just give up.
ReplyDeleteI think I might have figured out why I keep getting headaches among other things. This break should be the best break like... ever. At least getting-rid-of-stress wise.
ReplyDeleteAww... You'll feel better soon. Free period starting January!!!
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